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Stop the Bleeding

from Alterity by Ennui

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What if we all just restarted?
What if we forgot all the nasty habits and ugly subtleties?
Could we make things better?

I'm a pessimist and a cynic.
Sometimes my brain feels like it's bleeding with worry and regret.
The one hope that I hold is that there is someone out there who can stop the bleeding.

I'm trying to be a better person on my own, but it's hard.
I'm trying to kill every dogma.

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//Tonight I’m a nihilist
And imma file all my feelings away and defile shit
I disregard the hieroglyphs, religion, history and sciences
I am sick of all the biasedness
I will not comply with it
Tell me what is worse, acting like you care, or being up front with it.
I find no comfort in acting like a mannequin, smiling thought panicking
The lights are on. There’s no static in your attic,
But you’d rather be a fraud,
Because it’s easy just to nod
The thoughts that you got keep you up at night
Because it’s hard to rely on another life
Conversing is disturbing because it’s hurting you internally

//Stop the bleeding

//And I’m afraid that I can’t
my hands are tied back
Insomnia attacks as my lips turn blue
If only I could breathe these thoughts into you
I could come to
And these colors that I drew would vivid again
I could live it again It’d be simple again
But worst of all is the personal
Because I don’t have the balls to tell it to your face
To erase these doubts
I got these dark thoughts that would scare the neighbors
But the only way to drop them is to write them down on paper
Behavior, absent
Savior, absent

//Stop the bleeding

//Coagulate my brain and let me find a place inside where I can sleep at night.

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from Alterity, released December 2, 2012

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